No More Broken Wings

6/2/13

Back from The Land Of The Lost - and I am going to make TIME

I first want to send my apologies to those loyal followers still left. Some of you know I did not intentionally disappear. That little thing called 'LIFE' hit me. If I told you, you would think I am crazy. I will eventually get into it but for now I am back, I am ready to vent and share and spill and cry and rant and... well and HEAL. I want to heal and I want to help Emily heal as well. That's why I started this blog, to share my life with you, to gain insight into my horrible choices, to pat myself on the back for the good choices, and gain some insight into how to get the good choices to outnumber the bad.

So climb aboard and prepare for a bumpy ride. It won't be pretty most of the time, but I am back to hoping that the end result is a beautiful masterpiece.

This time I am going to make time and no matter what, I will never say again, I don't have time.




"She Didn't Have Time"

He said goodbye from the edge of the porch
Like she'd been some casual friend
He said "You're better off without me, I'm not what you need"
like her momma had said about him
He started the car pulled out of the drive didn't waste anytime lookin back
She watched him go thinkin even a stranger would show more compassion than that

She could've cried but she didn't have tim
She had a baby to feed, a pink blanket to find, to rock their little one to sleep
She could've laid in bed for hours giving misery the power
But she didn't have time

She got a sitter and she got a job 'cause she had a promise to keep
Her day was a factory and evenin survival and night was exhaustion and sleep Sometimes she felt life was passing her by and watching was all she could do
Her friends said "You gotta get outta the house and maybe you'll meet someone new"

She could've tried but she didn't have time
She had a five years old to feed, she had ballet class, piano lessons and t-ball little league
She could've laid awake for hours giving lonely nights the power
But she didn't have time

Not time, where would she find the time to trust a man again
Not time, for that flat tire, a crowded parking lot and then,
Not time, but yes have coffee with the man that got her tire fixed
She was thinking "Gosh, he's handsome"
When he asked "Do you have kids?"

She could've lied but she didn't have time, all she said was "She's five"
He said "I saw the car seat, I love kids, does she have your eyes"
And they sat and talked for hours givin destiny its power
She could've been afraid to fall in love that night
But she didn't have time

She could've been afraid to fall in love that night
But she didn't have time

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