No More Broken Wings

My abuser won another battle in this war he has created. All I wanted was to raise my daughter in peace free from abuse. This man raped me, battered me, terrorized me. And now he has pulled Emily into this nightmare. How I wish I could have just hit the road and not had to suffer through this, how I wish I could have protected Emily from this monster. Now he has an ally in his new paramour. But as my best friend so eloquently pointed out, I am strong. This is only temporary. He has not seen the last of me. I will come back stronger than ever. I will not allow him to push me down and hurt me and our child any longer.

Times are hard but I was built tough I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of.....


And I will......

"You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me"

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

They can say that
I won't stay around
But I'm gonna stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me
You don't know me
You don't know who I am
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But I'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
I am far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

No no
I'm not going nowhere
I'm staying right here
Oh no
You won't see me begging
I'm not taking my bow
Can't stop me
It's not the end
You haven't seen the last of me
Oh no
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

Labels: Abuse, Annie, Cher, Emily, Fear, Freedom, Music, Restraining Order Abuse, Songs Free Us, Stalking, You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me Yet

Court Watch Orange County Florida (Orlando) November 8, 2011 @8:30 AM

Judge Roger J. McDonald

Thank you Lorraine for creating this event for myself and my daughter, Emily. If anyone wants information about this and plan to attend they may contact me through email at nomorebrokenwings@yahoo.com. Tonight there had to be an exchange for visitation purposes and the respondent in this case was at the dropoff point, even though she expressed an extreme fear of me in her affidavit for the injunction for protection against repeat violence.

I have never been violent towards this woman, in fact I only wish for resolution to the issues between myself and my abuser. They continue on with this vendetta against Emily and I.

If you find it in your heart to come out and support me, this is at the Orange County courthouse located in downtown Orlando. Letters of support may be added in the comments section here or sent to Judge Roger McDonald c/o Orange County Courthouse Orlando, Fl. I am not sure if faxes would be accepted or not and I really do not want to anger this judge. Spreading the word though that an abuser and his new girlfriend are conspiring against me due to the abuser ignoring court orders pertaining to me, our child and himself. They simply want to divert attention from his multiple violations of our court orders so that he does not end up in jail himself. Numerous law enforcement agencies are involved and most know what this is about, sadly they are unable to do much because he always skates just up to that line between annoying and illegal.

Please help Emily and I.

Labels: Abuse, Courtwatch, Fear, Freedom, Restraining Order Abuse